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faye_fish 评论于2008-09-01 15:42:14
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标题:关于 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:随笔小记 创建于:2007-09-08 被查看:1344次 评论(0)   文件夹:默认文件夹
下面几个星期会比较忙,十月份的时候会回国待一段。很多年没有回去了,这些天很是感慨。想起自己七月下旬注册这个账号的初衷,有些想法想就写出来,因为也没有时间在这里耗了。
  • 关于注册的初衷
虽然尽力不用这个词形容我过去三四年的生活,不过想想觉得还是有点‘熬’的味道。 独立在于女生,不论是刻意或者不刻意,总是脱不了一些无奈的情绪。今年可以算是有点熬出头的味道来了。七月份的时候, 心情有点变化,觉得还是积极一点看看有什么可以改变的地方吧, 即时不能马上改变,也可以供将来改变的时候参考。这就是我上网的初衷了。我觉得还蛮健康的,希望也不很高。
  • 关于日记
我不是一个喜欢记日记的人。年轻一点的时候,记了几天,回过几天再看的时候,通常会被自己恶心一把。可能现在自己自怨自怜的毛病稍改了些,目前这几篇日记我查看的时候还没有吐过。如果倒是恶心或者难受到你了,我也没有抱歉的意思。有人可能对我基本用英文写日记不是很理解,或者说不是很欣赏。我是这么想的。我比较不喜欢中文英文混着写,这是第一样。第二就是,我自觉英文写的还算通畅可看, 我也希望将来的那位会耐心看下去,而且不至于反感。 如果能够欣赏其中流露的一点点情绪,那我想我也就没有白写了。第三就是,我个人觉得,可能是因为不是母语的缘故,写英文我比较容易控制距离感。我本质是个欣赏婉转多一点的人,特别是在网上,我觉得弄的好像很熟的样子很没有必要。这也就是我的个人看法而已,别人怎么看,我也不太管的着。当然你说你这样怎么能上网交友,征婚?我想这却也是个问题。 不过我已经不年轻了,这些性格里的基本因素也不可能因为要网上交友征婚就改了。不能接受这一点的人,我想在现实生活中我也不可能持续交往下去的。

  • 关于被加好友
先当然还是要谢谢。不过我觉得有些人可能也没有仔细看就加了, 然后也就大概等你加他了。这样到底有什么意义,我还是不太明了。我自己的朋友数目是少于20人的。 我个人觉得打着找终身伴侣的牌子,朋友数达到三位数,又常来,又呆了很久,其实是件很可怕的事情。这也是我为什么最近给好友看的照片摘下来,至少没有人因为要看照片而加我了。也算是这一个多月来的一点经验总结。

就这样吧。过几天有空有想法,可能还会补充。
 
标题:Please! 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:随笔小记 创建于:2007-09-08 被查看:1327次 评论(0)   文件夹:默认文件夹
I thought I stated very clearly in the first sentence of my introduction. When it comes to marital status, to say that I'll tell you later is just not good enough for me. I'm too old to ignore your vague attitude and you are probably too old to have one. But before you can clarify that, please don't add me to your friend list. There is just absolutely no point of doing that. I'm still feeling fine alone and honestly I hate to see that so called popularity gauge going up to three-digit while my original mission is far from being completed.

One more thing, I have nothing against people who are divorced. In fact, I don't think that is a deal breaker for me either, although I'm very certain that I'm not ready for a relationship with kids from previous marriages at this juncture.

Fair?
 
标题:Always Look on the Bright Side of Life 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:影视娱乐 创建于:2007-09-03 被查看:1462次 评论(0)   文件夹:Music

Watched As Good As It Gets again this afternoon, which reminded me of this song. I can't find the clip in the movie, so this is best one I found.

Some things in life are bad
They can really make you mad
Other things just make you swear and curse.
When you're chewing on life's gristle
Don't grumble, give a whistle
And this'll help things turn out for the best...

And...always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the light side of life...

If life seems jolly rotten
There's something you've forgotten
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing.
When you're feeling in the dumps
Don't be silly chumps
Just purse your lips and whistle - that's the thing.

And...always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the light side of life...

For life is quite absurd
And death's the final word
You must always face the curtain with a bow.
Forget about your sin - give the audience a grin
Enjoy it - it's your last chance anyhow.

So always look on the bright side of death
Just before you draw your terminal breath

Life's a piece of shit
When you look at it
Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true.
You'll see it's all a show
Keep 'em laughing as you go
Just remember that the last laugh is on you.

And always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the right side of life...
(Come on guys, cheer up!)
Always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the bright side of life...
(Worse things happen at sea, you know.)
Always look on the bright side of life...
(I mean - what have you got to lose?)
(You know, you come from nothing - you're going back to nothing.
What have you lost? Nothing!)
Always look on the right side of life...


 
标题:Random thoughts at the time of insomnia 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:心情杂想 创建于:2007-08-29 被查看:1984次 评论(1)   文件夹:默认文件夹

K... maybe these thoughts won't matter a bit tomorrow morning, since I just took a few pills for my slightly plugged left ear. Drug induced insomnia hit me hard tonight. While not totally being my normal self, I still try to follow my motto and stay true to every moment, so I decide to write these following thoughts down.

1. Next year, when I go diving in the Atlantic ocean, or the Pacific ocean, or the Gulf of Mexico, 30 feet under the water, I hope there is someone, sweet, kind and strong, to hold my left hand with the strength of his whole life. And when he hand signals "are you ok" to me, he really really means it.

2. Next year, when I want to go out for an icecream cone after 9pm, I hope there is this sweet and kind someone who just picks up the car and drives me to any icecream shop that I'd like to go to.

3. Next year, when I go back home, I hope that I don't have to endure a half-hour interrogation on why I am not married and for how many more years my reproduction system can stay healthy before it's too late. 

4.Next year, I hope that this sweet and kind someone feels he's becoming a better person because he's with me.

End of thoughts.  

 
标题:Tears Dry on Their Own 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:影视娱乐 创建于:2007-08-26 被查看:1318次 评论(0)   文件夹:Music

On my weekend trip to Florida, one friend brought along Amy Winehouse's new CD Back To Black. I had not heard her music before Friday, yet I immediately fell in love with at least three songs. A unique combination of Jazz and Blues, this CD has a very interesting compilation. Here I posted a Youtube clip of track 07, Tears Dry on Their Own. I was listening to it over and over and over again yesterday while I was driving - like I usually do when I start to like something. :)

And if you are interested, here are the lyrics:

Tears Dry On Their Own

All I can ever be to you is a darkness that we knew
And this regret I got accustomed to
Once it was so right
When we were at our high
Waiting for you in the hotel at night
I knew I hadn't met my match
But every moment we could snatch
I don’t know why I got so attached
It’s my responsibility
You don’t owe nothing to me
But to walk away I have no capacity

He walks away the sun goes down
He takes the day but I’m grown
And your way,
In this blue shade
My tears dry on their own

I don’t understand
Why do I stress a man?
When there’s so many better things at hand
We could've never had it all
We had to hit a wall
So this is inevitable withdrawal
Even if I stop wanting you
and perspective pushes through
I’ll be some next man’s other woman soon
I shouldn't play myself again
i Should just be my own best friend.
Not f**k myself in the head with stupid men

He walks away the sun goes down
He takes the day but I’m grown
And in your way,
In this blue shade
My tears dry on their own
[Tears Dry on Their Own lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]


So we are history,
Your shadow covers me
The sky above
A blaze

He walks away the sun goes down
He takes the day but I’m grown
And in your way
In this blue shade
My tears dry on their own


I wish I could say no regrets
And no emotional debts
Cause as we kiss goodbye the sun sets
So we are history
Your shadow covers me
The sky above a blaze
That only lovers see

He walks away the sun goes down
He takes the day but I’m grown
And in your way
My blue shade
My tears dry on their own

He walks away the sun goes down
He takes the day but I am grown
And in your way
My deep shade
My tears dry on their own

He walks away the sun goes down
He takes the day but I'm grown
And in your way
My deep shade
My tears dry
 
标题:Ready to dive in 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:随笔小记 创建于:2007-08-19 被查看:1329次 评论(0)   文件夹:默认文件夹
Today concluded the pool sessions of my scuba diving training and the next step would be a check out trip in north Florida. Granted, I seemed to be the least capable person in the class of five, although I can always use the excuse that I'm the only girl out there and I have strength of a chicken.

Nontheless, I think I'm ready to dive in. Staying under the water, even though it's only 10 feet deep under, makes you feel differently. You are so aware of each breath you take in and each one you breathe out, which you've completely taken for granted on the ground. Every now and then, I caught a glimpse of my blue fins and that reminded me of little mermaids out there in the sea. Haha, I wonder if there is any mermaid with the same tiny little fins just as mine.

I swam around alone for a couple of minutes after the session. I can get better with my flutters kicks, for sure, but hearing myself breathing, slowly propelling around under the water, I felt so relaxed - as if the whole world and the fuss that comes with it, don't matter any more. What really truly mattered at that moment was to breathe, normally, slowly and deeply. And we can probably say that this also applies to any other moment of life. But somehow once we get onto the ground, we tend to get goofier or lose the real meaning of each moment of being alive, so to speak.

It's going to be a heck of week, but my right brain, which is in charge right now, tells me everything is going to be OK. And cross my fingers that my left brain will work along  when it's called upon.

And hopefully there will be some pictures worth sharing with you all.





 
标题:Overkill and Scrubs 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:影视娱乐 创建于:2007-08-07 被查看:1773次 评论(0)   文件夹:Music
I bought Overkill from iTune a couple of months ago after hearing it again in one of the episodes of Scrubs. I like a lot of music selections Zach Braff made for this little TV series and do I need to say more about about his Garden States soundtracks? I don't know about others, but I'm totally buying his taste in music.

Enough said about Zach Braff or Scrubs, for that matter. Like many songs I like, Overkill grabs me by its lyrics. I thought somebody was reading my mind when I first heard it. Every word was so wonderfully written.

So there you go:
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I can't get to sleep
I think about the implications
Of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications

Especially at night
I worry over situations
I know WE'LL be alright<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

Perhaps its just imagination

Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat, shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away

Alone between the sheets
Only brings exasperation
It's time to walk the streets
Smell the desperation

At least there's pretty lights
And though there's little variation
It nullifies the night
From overkill

Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat, shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
COME BACK ANOTHER DAY

I can't get to sleep
I think about the implications
Of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications

Especially at night
I worry over situations
THAT I know will be alright
It's just overkill

Day after day it reappears
Night after night, my heartbeat, shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
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标题:听了一首陈绮贞 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:影视娱乐 创建于:2007-07-31 被查看:1076次 评论(1)   文件夹:Music

没有想到她近几年还有新歌出。只不过风格没有突破。每每听完她的歌,我都有种人生还很长,或者什么都真的可以慢慢来的感觉。

 
标题:Thinking like a can of pineapple 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:随笔小记 创建于:2007-07-27 被查看:986次 评论(0)   文件夹:默认文件夹
I was trying to introduce Chungking Express to a coworker of mine today. I think I sold it well, because at least at the end, he said he would check out the movie - or maybe he just wanted to politely shut me up.

I've always loved Chungking Express for three things:
1. Takeshi Kaneshiro's (金城武) good looks.
2. Those canned pinapple expired on 5/1/1994
3. That dripping towel

I have to say among these three things, the second one has the biggest influence on me - I am certainly thinking from a can of pineapple's point of view more often than before. See the thing is , if in your life, you have never been a can of pineapple that has expired or is going to expire soon, I believe you probably would just take another can of pineapple for granted. If you are lucky to be an expired can of pineapple for once in your life, your view of the world will be forever changed and that is a good thing.

ah... I'm talking nonsense again..nighty night.





 
标题:The Painted Veil 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:影视娱乐 创建于:2007-07-27 被查看:1117次 评论(0)   文件夹:Movie
I first decided to see this movie after seeing Edward Norton on tonight show promoting it. My friend, who's also fond of Edward Norton, went together with me. We braved the brutal weather in Feburary and drove to the only theater in town that showed the film. Needless to say that we right away fell in love with the incredily beautiful scenery of 1920s' Chinese countryside and the movie's lingering music. Speaking of its music, there are two soundtracks I have to mention: River Waltz and À la claire fontaine. River Waltz is included in the soudtrack CD, while the latter, a French folk song, sung by a Chinese singer, is not - but you can certainly find it online if you try.
I just found it on youtube. So there you go:

Adapted from Maugham’s novel, it's about a love story that heads to tragic ending from the start. Having not read the novel myself, I don't think I'm qualified to judge whether it's a good adaptation. But I do appreciate a good love story when it comes. And like a lot of- if not majority of those classic love stories out there, the eternity of this love is effortlessly preserved/interruptted by death.

I'm not doubting Kitty's love for Walter at the end one bit and you won't, if you see the way she immersed herself in grave sorrow and remorse while Walter's body was being burried. And I totally understand what's behind Walter's revengeful mindset and why he initially suppressed it. Too proud to let his love for Kitty go, yet too kind to be a real revenger as he claims he would be, the character has tragedy written all over him. The way they fell back in love, or for Kitty's case, fell in love with Walter for the first time, is almost believable, considering that they were in an isolated and dangerous foreign land. You can almost connect with Kitty when she sobbed and yelled to Walter, "You have to forgive me...".But finally, it was Walter who asked for her forgiveness at the final moment of his life... Ah, the forever magic of forgiveness.. And that's probably one element I didn't quite understand yet.
 
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